What is normal?
*note that “eyes” in this post may be symbolic*
I’ve been struggling to grasp on to my identity for years. To me, I think that on Fantage uniqueness can be seen by the things you wear, and, your eyes.
So back in the Trade n Sell days, the purple misty eyes were trending, so I got them because it made me look popular.
Now what’s normal are the Cute eyes. Yeah they’re fine, I like them, but deep down I was still prefer the Cheerful blue eyes.
So, after all these years, I finally decided to come out of this safeguard society created for me. I tried to grasp on to my identity.
I got the cheerful blue eyes (booyeah, haters back off LOL)
And I walked into Star Cafe (more like glided on my superficial pixelated hoverboard)
And these 2 girls started making fun of them and told me I looked weird and “alien” like. They told me to get the normal eyes. The socially accepted ones.
At that moment my self esteem went plummeting down and in my head I was like “hell nooo. Maybe I shouldn’t have gotten these weird eyes”.
Maybe I should get the normal ones.
The socially accepted ones.